Look more into Your Heart and try to handle your Ego. Your Heart is a Way to Your Soul and The Truth. Ego is just a deceiver wanting to control you as an Awareness, a wakeful point of Super Consciousness, The Almighty Everythingness & Nothingness. The God is not separate from Us but in a Form of Us as Many.
The book of Enoch seems to reveal that the fallen Angels are still alive and may very well be in Antarctica. No wonder all that strange things that happen in this barren waist land. But what is more shocking is that Enoch reveals that the fallen Angels are still effecting events and men on the earth.